of course in NYC there is absolutely no place where peace resides...
but i adventured in central park yesterday in the attempt to find peace, my first time there since ive lived in the city.
and although it was green and full of nature... somewhat... it was mobbed with people.
people, people, weird people everywhere.
short people, big people, little people, stalking men people, people with cameras, people with a book, people making out, people doing yoga, people playing sports, people in a boat, people selling pretzels, people playing a violin and a tamburine and lots of people with DOGS.
i just want to be where no one is.
no one except me and God.
when and where can i go and meet with God???
where is my secluded rest?
i am so drained from all the people.