although i am steady in the Lord,
i do have moments of doubting the Lords will for my life. Does He really
have my life mapped out as long as i am obedient? Does He really have my
best interest at heart? Am i serving where i am supposed to be? God, are you gona be there for me?
sometimes i wonder if i will have enough strength to work in ministry my
so many people need help...
and i want to help them all...
so many people are confused and sad and need to hear that there is
help. i am thankful that i am apart of Teen Challenge and can do that.
but i also know that God will take care of His people, and i cannot possibly save the whole world; though i would like to.
so much goes along with that-
with spreading the word of God;
assignments from leaders and God,
courage to speak the truth,
discipline for leaders who are in the wrong,
trusting the wisdom God gave me,
and how about the most important thing-
but also the most taken lightly-
seek FIRST the kingdom of God!
then everything will come after that.
personally, i dont have time to be discouraged...
thankfully, i can go to any of my sisters here and ask for
seeking what the Lord wants to do is not only CRITICAL-
it is a command,
it is a truth found in the Word.
and it is absolutely necessary.
there is no relationship to Jesus.
and with no relationship with Jesus...
well, fill in the blanks,
this experience working at TC is a FAR greater experience than
working anywhere else.
to be a servant is a privelege and i am so grateful
that He has saved me and called me to work here.
if He calls you-
He WILL eqiup you!
But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness,
and all these things will be given to you as well.
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own.