so i have decided to see the counselor here. i need healing in more areas... apparently just because i am saved and baptized does not mean that i am perfect. and i have received great wisdom concerning self-
MY WHOLE LIFE i will be working towards Christs' perfection.
there WILL NOT be a moment where i say, 'i am fine. and i no longer need Jesus.'
anyways- i am seeing the counselor because my counting is getting worse.
and also- i have been having some bad memories pop back into my head.
i trust that this is just another valley i am in, and that my God will rescue me from obsessions and my abnormal thought life.
i am pleased to say how weak i am- then Christs power is made manifest in me! you see- the more i admit my weakness and faults, the more i express my need and dependance on Jesus. and the more He is glorified. and the more i am NOT! i am glad that i do not have to pretend i am something great. i am anything but great.
Praise the Lord!