this morning i was putting on my bracelet and
i saw a vein pop from my wrist!
i immediately thought of how that vein is now usable
for IV drug use...
my veins have been collapsed now for years.
i used to shoot up in my neck, behind my knees, my shins.
anywhere i could.
i would spend literally HOURS attempting to find a vein during the
end of my addiction.
i remember the table, and the blood, and the spoons and cotton.
i remember the endless, gruesome hours and how my back would start to
hurt becuz i was hunched over for so many HOURS trying to shoot.
i hated it. i hated it. i hated it.
its been over a year and a half since i shot up-
my veins r coming to life again!
i know that the thought i had of how good that vein is now for shooting,
is just a stupid temptation.
and since i have tasted the goodness of God and
the LOVE He has for me...
how can i turn away from Him again?
how can i ever go back?
i refuse to return to Hell.
God has called me out of darkness and
into His GLORIOUS LIGHT!
how can i go back to Hell+Heroin?
now that i have experienced HEAVEN?